bailey221
08-04-2008, 12:07 AM
I have BPD. I've gotten by ok for the last couple of years, but in the last few weeks, I feel like my life is spiraling out of control. I try to drink away the pain most nights. I have been distancing myself from all my friends because i dont want to end up lashing out at them for nothing, but now they're hurt that i never talk to them. I cut. I have been cutting everyday lately because idk what else to do, how else to get through this. I'm really afraid of myself right now because I have no control anymore. If anyone has any advice or support, I could really use it right now.